I thank you for this pen and ink Ammunition

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF! I can never do a single thing right, it doesn’t matter how simple, I can just never do it right, I just want to crawl into a hole right about now. :/


I’m not happy anymore.

I don’t know when it happened, I’m just not.


:/

I’m sorry! I am so sick of what I do, I ruin everything.

I am writing this too say sorry, for being a failure and useless! You don’t deserve this, You say I’m the best ever but, I’m terrible. I can’t do anything right! 

I love you but I hate hurting you :(


I am a selfish person, who acts selfless



6 billion secrets in describing me perfectly tonight

I’m the happy one who writes dark poems.

 

I’m the hyper, crazy one who breaks down at night.

I’m the one who tries to be selfless, but is more selfish than anyone else.

I’m the one against bullying, but beats up himself.


People always say how skinny I am. 



Truth is, I feel horrible because I eat so much, and I don’t gain any weight


That is who I am!

Everyone thinks I’m unbreakable.

 

All my friends say that no insults, put-downs, or verbal abuse will get through to me. 

But the truth is, I’m actually a very sensitive person, and any little negative comment you make hurts me . One day I hope someone will understand this. 

But until then, I hide under this mask of invincibility.


Exactly my feeling!

I can’t do this any more.

Today I realized that everything I have ever done was to please other people. I never did anything for me.

And I can’t stand it anymore.

But I know I won’t go my own way. I couldn’t stand to see the disappointment on their faces.





1ovakynd:

10 months between my photos of Alex from A Day To Remember. He still loves a cigarette and a hang.

Lurk his Twitter HERE.


13
To Tumblr, Love PixelUnion

We're updating Fluid!

Soon, we'll be updating the look and feel of this theme. Read about the changes here. You can easily turn off this notification in the theme customization panel.

Close